Trust me, it's the right thing to do
Mini Message Moment!!!
Personal Moment: I used to find myself always falling in sin after I got saved. I couldn't quite understand why didn't this surge of power come over me to help me before I stumbled... I didn't "feel" saved. Fast forward to now, don't tell anybody but.... I still don't "feel" like doing half the stuff I do! I wanna stay in my bed most days because 3rd shift is a killer, watch Youtube and indulge in snacks... I always get an urge to get up read and be productive despite what my body is telling me to do.
Lesson learned/message to others - you may not feel like doing the right thing but it is vital that you do. God isn't going to physically refrain you from doing whats wrong because that would go against our right to free will... you have a choice. Diligence is vital in salvation. Be diligent to get things right this time, be diligent to break generational curses and be diligent to be the person God has called you to be... the holy spirit gives diligence and it empowers you to overcome trials, odds, and the flesh. Many fail in their walks with God because they lack diligence. Don't give up at the first no, don't give up after the first fall but continue to persevere and see this thing through until completion. You got this I believe in you!
Scriptures:
Proverbs 13:4 The soul of the sluggard craves and gets nothing, while the soul of the diligent is richly supplied
2 Peter 1:10 Therefore, brothers, be all the more diligent to confirm your calling and election, for if you practice these qualities you will never fall
1 Corinthians 15:58 My beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable always abounding in the work of the lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain